Wednesday, January 12, 2011

I dream of this..........


It hasn't happened yet. I don't know how much longer or if it will ever happen. I don't know where he is or if I will ever love someone.......and if that person will even love me back. It's hard to imagine experiencing this and not being scared of abandonment (but I can't wait :-) It's hard to picture someone loving me---all of me. Faults, strengths, weaknesses, flaws, the fact that I will never be a size 8...........I don't know how to expect something like that.
 BUT
I can't wait to finally be in love with the man I will spend my life with. I can't wait to meet the man who will become my best friend, fiance, husband, spiritual leader, and father of my children.

He will be a gift, a representation of God's love for me :-D


MCR

2 comments:

  1. Hey, Michelle! Thanks so much for visting my blog yesterday! I love your list of yours and God's plans this year! Wow...you are one busy chickadee! I want to hear how everything goes!

    And the 50 miler...I only finished 40 of it before I was pulled from the course! But it was a God time. If I can do it, so can you!!! Promise! Email me if you have questions about running and stuff. I'll be glad to share what I've learned...the good, the bad, and the interesting!

    Hope you have a great day! I'm so ready for this snow/slush to go away!
    Hugs!
    Susan

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  2. UPDATE YOUR BLOG!!!! LOVE YOU MICHELLE....O and i love you too Gel bahahaha <3

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