I can feel myself getting restless......I am trying to stay focused on others, but I find my thoughts slipping back to myself. I just want to be in love!!! I want somebody to love, think about, go out on dates with, and the whole 9 yards. Why am I so invisible?!?!
I really wrestled with posting this in fear of seeming desperate, but I'm not. The truth is, I've had plenty of relationship and plenty of people interested in me, but none of them clicked for me. I don't want to settle. I don't even let my mind think on men I know aren't the right ones. Which leaves me where I am at....I don't like anybody. I have feelings for absolutely no man--which is weird because I am always crushing on at least someone. However, for the last couple of months....nobody makes my heart skip a beat or gives me butterflies in my stomach. I miss that.
I don't know where He is...but I can't wait to see him smile...........
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